To make 2011 the best year of my life
Day 9 of this year has come & I can say, so far I've made that happen. 2010 was hard; as it has been for all. I moved to a state where I knew pretty much no one. I had one friend that brought me into her group who I didn't really connect with, but joined for comfort. I brought tension to the one group of people in my life that I cared about, & I left my heart in Vegas. I got a job at Shelf Reliance that brought me friends of my own & a paycheck to bring home & had rent payed for. Life was life, & it was hard. Further down the road, it got harder, then worse, then better & then to the worst. 2010 was full of mountains that were extremely hard to climb. The worst part, was that I tried to climb these mountains without the help that has always been offered. It took me til December 29th to finally realized I could accept help.
Life in 2011 is different & so much better! Starting out with the first Sunday of the year. I went to church alone, & stayed all 3 hours & surrounded myself with friends. Sounds easy, but not for me. I don't like to be alone, so when my roommates all told me they were sick & I'd be going alone, I freaked. When I got there, I immediately scoped out friends & made in effort to meet people and extend a smile to everyone. Soon after that, I decided it was time to leave Shelf Reliance. It had been a good job & home to me for a good long year. People there know me. I'm comfortable & in charge (which so sadly I love) & it's always been there. But having every person there knowing & hanging onto my 2010 struggle, it is time to leave. As of yesterday, I will be working for 2 more weeks then starting my new job as a leasing agent in an apartment complex. (which I am so excited about) School started on Wednesday for me, & now that I have a new job, all of my classes have been changed around & I even signed up for an institute class!
I am extremely happy for the experience & lessons learned in 2010. But I couldn't be more happy to leave it behind. 2011 & I have already become best friends. At this very second, sitting on my bed in my church dress, listening to "come back home", & the smell of dark kiss surrounding me, I have no worries or problems. This second only. I know there are some to come, but It's okay because I'm ready to face then & concur them. Welcome 2011.
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